Relationship Problems

My love life so far has always been a upward rolling train.  But sometimes shit happens.  One second is all lovey dovey, the next it's a freaking volcano and a hurricane happening at the same time.

I'm always trying to juggle being the best girlfriend and a good daughter altogether. But when I'm trying to be a good girlfriend by doing things for him, it could turn out to be a disappointing choice to my parents. And being a miss-goody-two-shoes, I always think of what my actions would make my parents think of me. The chain reaction from this upsets my love life so bad that sometimes it just blindsided me and i just have no idea how to handle it. The thing is, we just expect each other to do the things we have in mind and when it's doesn't come out the way we want it to... KABOOM.

The stuff that he'd do for me is beyond what I could do in some many levels. Which makes me feel so useless and unappreciative. Sometimes I have the thought that how he deserves someone who'll always be there for him and not drag promises. Someone who is much more of a perfect person. Prettier, smarter, much more capable of doing the things that I couldn't or don't. But selfish me holds on to the glimmer of hope I have that it wouldn't be true.

Here's to hoping for the best.  

P.S I'm trying as hard as I can to muster the courage and I love you.

A New Year

Hey Readers,

So I haven't been posting anything lately. It's all because I've been doing nothing lately. LOL.

I have tons of assignments but I still don't have the drive to do it even when I have nothing to do!

But I will definitely get something started tonight!!!

Anyways, New Years day for me was a really well spent day. I went to London to celebrate New Years' by visiting my cousin and her boyfriend. As Chinese New Year is around the corner, we made some cookies to subdue our *ahem* (mostly mine) craving. We made pineapple tarts and a Malaysian cake called 'Huat Kuey' or prosperity cake which totally turned out to be a joke. Nonetheless, it was a great laugh for my cousin and I. I even posted up in Instagram for those who have been following me.

After that, cousin dearest and I had a make-up session and I tried on contact lens for the first time. It was a torturous process. It was not easy as it looks. Although Joey popped it in within seconds. T.T
She even did my hair for me! HAHAHA! LOVED IT! 

As for the traditional resolution making, I haven't made any yet. Because I never seem to accomplish anything from the lists I make. Till I have something drafted out, here are some pictures from 01.01.14

Have a great year and Happy Chinese New Year! :D

Till next time! xoxo

First batch... Couldn't be prouder

What I made for le boyfriend, but unfortunately they can't last till he's here.

What they're suppose to look like

What they actually look like.

Selfie session with my cousin. <3

Trying to act cute.

SELFIEEEEE!

Have a great week! :P

PS. Do follow me on Dayre. regy_lyp . HEHEHHEE! KAMSAHAMIDA! (If I spelled it correctly).

Throwback:2013

To all the readers out there,

I'm wishing you a Happy Christmas. :D 

I'm enjoying mine here in a town called Chester. And having a hell of a good time. I've been eating so much food lately I'm turning into a balloon! 

New Years resolution? Losing weight! HAHAHAHHA! Which has been going on for years! But I'm serious now. I can't eat so much anymore! But after New Years! Hehehhehe.

Anyways, this was what I asked my besties the night before. 'Since the year is coming to an end, what were the best and worst thing that happened?' These are really great questions to get to know the people you love! 

For me, the best would be meeting my boyfriend. You could pretty much sums

it up that he's probably the best and worst thing that has happened to me. He is such a sweet guys most of the time that I'm really lucky to have him. He'd give surprise visits, buy me flowers and always take me out when I'm in Manchester. He also wakes me up sometimes for class when asked to even though he's super tired and never missed a Skype call with me. HAPPY GIRL TALKING HERE. But at the same time,when we start quarreling about something, I just can't deal. That's the worst part.

But there's still a lot of things I'm really grateful about and no only meeting my boyfriend. I'm really grateful to be able to come abroad to study, get into a university that I really want, and most importantly, have such a loving family. Who are both back in Malaysia and in the UK. I'm also really lucky to have met so many wonderful people throughout my life and hope to meet more in the future. 

The worst situation in 2013? Nothing much really, other than I assisted in wrecking my car back in Malaysia with my cousin. OMG, we sat by the fountain near my house and just contemplated our mistakes, ( I'd like to think that spot is our talking spot now because we'd just go there and talk when there are some problems.)! LOL! Thank god that's over. I think that's my worse bit about 2013. The rest was just a wonderful experience. 

I'm really thankful for the life I have now and will definitely make the best of the opportunities that comes my way. 

Oh well, just to sum things out, I wish everyone a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. May you have a great year ahead and that you stick to your new year resolution. *ahem* losing weight! ;D

Till next time dear readers, xoxo

Christmas Dinner at my Uncle's place. 

Boyfie who's in Manchester. <3<3<3

 (He doesn't know i'm using his picture)

Paris trip which I'll be updating about soon.

And finally, Have a Merry Christmas and Happy New Years from the both of us. :D

L to the O to the N to the D-O-N!

Hi deee hoooo,

Wait...

*bells ringing*  *sings* JINGLE BELLS JINGLE BELLS JINGLE ALL THE WAY!!! Imagine it in an extremely off-key tone. HAHAHA. I can't sing nicely without it sounding like some whale. Looking forward to spending time with le boo bear during Christmas break! :D

Anyways, last Saturday I went south to London to attend a bloggers event or workshop there. It was the first Nuffnang event that I went to and got to meet some people that were really really friendly. But before I get onto that, I'll tell you what went on before first.

So, I woke up at 5 in the morning. Crazy tired because I had to rush some assignments and didn't get sleep until 1am. Imagine me. Walking like a zombie trying to get ready for a whole day in London. Yay... not! After getting ready, I skyped my boyfriend while eating breakfast. Let me define 'Skype'. Him sleeping in front of me while I eat my porridge and watch Fairy Tail. (Favourite anime of all time!)

By 6am, I was out the door and went to the train station. When I got to London. I was meant to call my cousin to tell her that I've reached London and she could start getting ready to get me from Golders Green. After tons of texts and missed calls, I gave up and just went to Golders Green. When I reached my destination, I went straight onto Starbuck for a caramel macchiato and stared at pedestrians outside the shop. 

After half an hour, which was 8.40am. Cousin dearest finally picked up her phone. That idiot over-slept and had her phone on silent. LOL! Didn't blame her. I understand how busy and tired one can get sometimes.

We met up and went to her house to get ready, i.e make up and stuff. How can one live without enhancing your beauty? hehehe.. Finally, both of us got ready and cracked on to the next destination. The bloggers event/ workshop. It was really informative, the event. Learnt a lot of useful information and met a lot of new friends. It was definitely worth waking up at 5am for.

After the event, Joey and I are considering doing a joint blog. So stay tuned for that in the future.

We also did a whole bunch of stuff, But I'm not gonna write about it now. I might bore you with the length of the post.

Till next time! xoxo

Joey and I

Fellow blogger Olivia who blogs about beauty product. 

Spectacular September

Well, it's been 2 weeks since I've blogged.

Anyhow...

Let me give you an update of my life... :D

So, I went to the capital of our country for a couple of days to apply for my visa. Hopefully it's successful. (FUN FACT: Capital of Malaysia=Kuala Lumpur) FINGERS CROSSED!

We headed down to KL at around 11.30am after prepping and all. Had to get enough sleep because had a barbeque the night before for my cousins 20th Birthday... God... Everyone's getting older! *nostalgic*

 Repost from instagram. 

So after driving for approximately an hour, we decided to stop somewhere to have lunch. Which was 'char siew' rice. It was DEEELISSSHHH. Too bad I didn't take any pictures of it. BUT! I did take pictures of myself! A lil selfy session in the backseat. hehehehe. Don't hate the player, hate the game. LOLOLOL!!! 

After lunch, it took another 2 hours or so to get to KL. When we got there, we went to the hotel right away to check in and just take a nap.

Then for dinner, we went to the Hakka Restaurant with my cousin and her family. It was a great dinner. Saw my baby niece. The Princess of the family. That little rascal. LOVE HER! We ordered so much food that we had to take it away or as we Chinese like to say 'dapao' home. 

Sorry. Forgot to take pictures. I fail as a blogger. I eat first before I remember anything else. T.T 

By the time we finished the second course, all of us were complaining about having too much food. So we sat and chatted for awhile. Let me explain what we ate. My parents order appetizer, well, so called 'appetizers' that is. They were 4 dishes, that were REALLY REALLY good. Some chicken, vegetable, soup and mince pork with tofu. Then there was also hot pot or steamboat for the second course. OMG. I love my family. They just love to eat as much as I do! Explains my body size. 

Then after resting for awhile, my dad suggested to have desserts. Even though I said I don't want any, I still had dessert. YES! I AM THAT FICKLE MINDED. We ordered peanut paste dessert and 'Wor Peng'. Two BIG pieces of Wor Peng because we couldn't decide which flavor to order.

Then it was back to the hotel after dinner.

Before coming to KL, Ryan asked for a favour which was to get a shirt from his friend there. And I said 'Sure'. So when I got back to the hotel, went up to the room and waited for his friend to call. And call he did. Telling me to go down to the lobby and that he was wearing a red shirt. You know, to identify him easily.

I got down, sat in the lobby for awhile and scrolled through my phone. When I looked up, I saw a guy with red shirt walking in... He looked so much like Ryan that I was staring at him, stunned. And when he walked closer, it was him! I WAS SO SHOCKED! But it was a happy kind. He was holding a bouquet of chocolate flowers. I was a happy girl. *feeling lucky*  

He's mine people! Back off! :D *smiles sweetly*

I really do love surprises. The good kind that is. I'm not gonna suffocate you readers with my blissfulness anymore and just show you a few pictures. 

So here's a picture of the people who also had to wait to apply for visa. TOOK ME 2 HOURS TO GET EVERYTHING DONE. 

For those, who's planning to go UK get ready for a lot of waiting, flights and just the best experience of your lives.

Till next time! ;D

Manado Dive Trip

HARRROOOWWWW readers,

So I came back from Manado with family and friends like a few days ago. And I'm now free enough to start blogging again. Weeeeeee!! I don't exactly know why, but blogging is a really fun thing to do. Let's a person express their feelings without the risk of getting nagged at.

Anyways, the Manado trip lasted for a week and it was just an extremely memorable place. The water there was crystal clear but very little beaches. My family and I  went with family friends from the Scuba Club. We didn't buy any souvenirs as Manado is a quite rural place. And I don't even see a shopping mall.

Nevertheless, I digress. Let me get back on track and tell you about the trip. So, everyone who's going met up at the Penang Airport had took a flight down to Singapore for transit purposes. And thank goodness for my flight buddy. She's one of the most talkative and craziest person that I know of and we had a blast on flight. Upon arrival to Changi Airport, my uncle came to get us and then we went out for lunch. It was rice and some soup somewhere near little India in Singapore. And it was DEEEELICIOUS. (Who ever said Singapore food is bad? LOL!) After that, we went to a mall where they sell really cheap electronics and got myself a hard-disc, which unfortunately, I left it in Singapore. But no worries, boyfie got it back for me the next day.

I digress again, so, my uncle dropped me to Takashimaya to meet up with boo bear who made me wait for him for so long without a Singapore phone number. Scared me like crazy. But he got me ice cream. Therefore, FORGIVEN. :D

Some japanese ice cream. -_- I CANT REMEMBER THE NAME OF IT.

Isn't Boo Bear the cutest thing EVERRRR???? BTW, he did a Gwiyomi video for me which I posted on instagram! at http://instagram.com/regy_lyp LOLOL!!!

We spent the whole day together and then at the evening, went to Marina Bay Sands. it was really beautiful there. Especially the Gardens. I think that's what it's called. I'm not too sure. 

Ain't that just gorge?? Credits to le bro.

So after that, we went back to the airport to spend the night there with family friends who didn't book a hotel room. It was quite fun! Walked around the airport until super late then only went to sleep in the resting area. We even showered there in the airport! Who knew there are showers in the airport?!?! Anyways, I woke up at about 4 something and laughed like crazy. You know why? Because a China man snored like thunder and my brothers were joking about it which made me cracked up and woke some people up. 

Then at about 7 something, everyone met up again and boarder the plane to go to Manado. 

Now then, let me tell you something about Manado. IT WAS FANTABULOUS! The water was crystal clear. Truly amazing. But I think it's a place for divers as there aren't any beaches from what I saw. So people! START DIVING. So there were 14 divers and 3 little kids. So little kids were snorkeling while adults went diving. For every dive that we went to, we were bound to see a turtle. with their size, they are really graceful creatures underwater!

 

Again, credits to my brother.

There were altogether 13 dives, which includes 1 night dive. In my opinion, the night dive was the best. A part of it was turning our torches off and wave our hands like we don't care underwater. Little did I know, there were tiny sparks all over us that looks like a night full of stars like the sky that was above us. It was magical. And when it was the end of our dive, we floats in the middle of sea for awhile. When I looked up into the sky, I was speechless. it was literally FILLED stars. Breathtakingly beautiful.

Anyways, it was quite the experience diving in Manado and I wouldn't mind going again. As long as it's with a good company.

Now  then, I'll stop here. Till the next blog. Bye! Here are pictures from the trip.

PS. WE SAW WILD DOLPHINS TWICE ON THE TRIP THAT CAME REALLY CLOSE! It was the best day ever during the trip!

Me with the pink snorkel and mask with my friend.

 Lookie those fishie!!! Feels like a scene in Finding Nemo

Oh hi there. Me again.

BEAU-TEE-FULLLLL

heyaaaa

Dolphins!!!

Awesome trip with these awesome people

:D

Credits to my brother for most of the pictures. Except for the last two light painting. But he did help me. So, thank my big monkey! <3<3

PSS or PPS, (No idea) 

It's my cousin birthday today!!!! Here's to my 'Tin Por' Happy Birthday! May you succeed in life the way you want it to be. LOVE YOU! Here's a link to the pretty laydehhh http://instagram.com/joeyytann92

Road trip!!!

*Exhales* woohhhh... Finally, the free time to write a blog. Just came back from an awesome trip to KL, Melaka, Johor and Singapore with boo bear <3, Kingy, and my cousins.

It went on for a total of one week and it's not over yet! 

BUT! I HAVE 2 DAYS TO REST! ;D 

So, the trip started with me going to KL to meet Kingy who came from Shanghai and boo bear from Johor. We went to a few places which I don't really remember but took quite some photos! MOSTLY SELFIES. What can I say? BLAME SOCIETY NOW! HAHAHAHA! please ignore my eye bags. I'm in serious need of sleep.

                                                  

After a couple of days in KL, we met up with my cousins and my lil' baby niece and headed off to Melaka! The whole trip TO Melaka was birthday present in advance from them! I AM REALLY ONE LUCKY GIRL! LOVE THEM TO BITS!  It was realllllllllleeeeehhhh fun and my niece is the CUTEST thing EVER! We had chicken rice balls and Durian cendol! MAHHHH FAV DESSERT! :D Here's a few pictures for you readers to enjoy. If not, It'll be boring to just read.

     

                                                     

Cousins and niece <3

Boo Bear and I 

                                             

   Kingy and I

Trip to Melaka took only 2 days and 1 night. There aint much to do there. Thank God we didn't opt for 3 days 2 nights. Would've been bored outta our minds.

Right after that, we took a bus down to Johor and met up with Boo Bears family. And let me tell you this. I was Nervous To The Max! Even though I've met them before. ONCE. But that was before we got together. Well, they were really friendly. SOOOOOO It all went pretty well! HAHAHAHAHA! *HYPERVENTILATES* 

Spent a day in Johor then all of us went to Singapore to the OH SO FAMOUS Universal Studios Singapore the next day. It was good. But after going to the one in USA, the one in Singapore was meehhhh.... The company was great though. Went the boo bear, Kingy and his friends. 

After that tiring day, woke up at 6 in the morning for my flight back to Penang. Which was yesterday. And he's to coming to Penang tomorrow! HIP HIP HOORAYYYY! Happy to see him! :D

                                              

Anyways, I'm gonna end today's blog with a picture of me and Elmo from baybeee. Cheers and have an awesome week! 

PS, GO CHECK OUT MY COUSIN'S BLOG @ http://tothepastpresentandfuture.blogspot.com/

xoxoxo.