Food for thoughts: Gratitude

So recently I've been seeing that people all around are getting richer and richer. Or maybe the appearance of people who's rich. They're either flaunting accessories which can cost more than my monthly living expenses or lifestyles that not many people can afford to keep up with. And my question is, Do they know how privileged they are? I know of some that just aren't aware of that and tend to be very demanding and I just can't help but wonder what goes on in their minds. On the contrary though, there are some that are really down to earth ever.

I am by far what you call 'born with a silverspoon' but I admit that I live a comfortable life. I have 3 full meals everyday and a roof over my head without a worry. But I am very well aware that there are some people who struggle with life by making do with what they have while there are also others who are the most zealous and intelligent people who don't opportunity and means to achieve better. I hope that these people won't ever give up on achieving their goals. Life may have it's ups and downs. But with patience and the drive to success, I know that one day when the time comes everything will be what we expect or better. I always tell myself that no matter how difficult the problem is, do the best I can so that there are no regrets.

I write here so that I have something to always remind myself how blessed I am for the things that I have now and that I am grateful for having my amazing family, especially my parents as I wouldn't have the life I have now if it weren't for the sacrifices they make. Having a handful of close friends help make life sweeter as well.

PS. This blog has grown to become a diary to me. #dontjudge :D

Anyways, Till next time. xoxo

Relationship Problems

My love life so far has always been a upward rolling train.  But sometimes shit happens.  One second is all lovey dovey, the next it's a freaking volcano and a hurricane happening at the same time.

I'm always trying to juggle being the best girlfriend and a good daughter altogether. But when I'm trying to be a good girlfriend by doing things for him, it could turn out to be a disappointing choice to my parents. And being a miss-goody-two-shoes, I always think of what my actions would make my parents think of me. The chain reaction from this upsets my love life so bad that sometimes it just blindsided me and i just have no idea how to handle it. The thing is, we just expect each other to do the things we have in mind and when it's doesn't come out the way we want it to... KABOOM.

The stuff that he'd do for me is beyond what I could do in some many levels. Which makes me feel so useless and unappreciative. Sometimes I have the thought that how he deserves someone who'll always be there for him and not drag promises. Someone who is much more of a perfect person. Prettier, smarter, much more capable of doing the things that I couldn't or don't. But selfish me holds on to the glimmer of hope I have that it wouldn't be true.

Here's to hoping for the best.  

P.S I'm trying as hard as I can to muster the courage and I love you.

Work-a-doo-dle-doooo

HI THERE!!!!

Guess where I am.
*Drumrolls*

WORKING! HAHAAHHAHA😂😂

YAYYY MEEEE!! I kept my promise to my dad and finally came working after so many months of doing nothing at home. Even though I'll be leaving in exactly one more month! But oh well, at least I'll be doing something useful and learning stuff. (LOL-ed at something useful. I'm doing nothing at work. BUT! I am learning new things. ;D)

Anyways, I took a little time off to write a blog. HEHEHEHE. Hope no one looks my way.

I started working 2 days ago. The first day was a bore. Just TERRIBLE. Basically did nothing and just facebooked away. The next day was A LOT better. I was taught how to read a plan and how to count the quantities for a drain. (I'm majoring to be a Quantity Surveyor. Just so you know.) It was great!! :D All thanks to my 'mentor' ( QS in the company). Hehehehe. 

So today's my 3rd day and its back to boredom. Spent the first half of work checking Facebook, Instagram and just you know, blog. 😁

Me working also comes with a package. Mr Ryan Ho a.k.a. Boo Bear is working too! Even though we are at different places. I still get tons of his selfies. LOLOL! Anyways, I'm proud of him. He's having the time of his life typing and updating stuff away. (Joke of the day)

 

 

Till the next blog. :D

CHEERSSSSS. 

And to all SPM-ers, Good Luck on your trials! Do your best, because it determines whether or not you get into college earlier or not. : >